I'm back in Vancouver, and my heart is calm. Being home has absolutely not been traditionally relaxing, but emotionally and spiritually my soul has found comfort. My first view of the city from the airplane sparked strong feelings, feelings of joy and belonging. I became emotional as my anxiety cleared and I knew I was … Continue reading The Comfort of Coming Home
You asked for it! So here it is! Details down below 🙂 Also, this is my first video, so please be nice. Cleanser | L'Oreal Skin Pure Clay Cleanser + Charcoal (Every Day) Mask | L'Oreal Skin Pure Clay Mask + Seaweed (2-3 Times/Week) Exfoliating Pads | First Aid Beauty Facial Radiance Pads (Every Second Day) … Continue reading My Skincare Routine (Expand Post for Details)
I'm a planner, I've always been a planner. I like everything in my life to be laid out and organized in just a certain way. I like knowing what's next and having a timeline for everything. Over the past month, I have not been able to have control over every any aspect of my life. … Continue reading Taking my Hands off the Wheel
Three years ago I thought nothing of myself, I had felt this way for years, and I was certain I would never amount to anything. I was struggling with an eating disorder, and other mental illness related issues. Even after I was recovered, it took some time to rebuild the confidence I once had. It's … Continue reading How I Managed to Get my Self Confidence Back After it was at an All Time Low
So pretty much everyone and their dog has seen 13 Reasons Why at this point, and I'm included in that mix and I think it's one of the most important shows of my time thus far. Please keep in mind, I have not yet finished the show so no spoilers please. I was bullied relentlessly … Continue reading 13 reasons why I’m glad I’m alive
I had always believed I was good at coping, I could always put on a smile and bury my pain deep within my soul. Until the day this pain fully fermented into the most haunting monster that wasn't going to stop until it had taken everything I had. The disease ravaged through every aspect of my life, burning through my successes and passions like a forest fire. Slowly, but quickly at the same time I sat alone crying watching myself destroy bits and pieces of who I was until I the point where I felt like a shell wandering aimlessly through this world trying to discover who I was again.
I was reading today about a study done by the University of Toronto regarding erasing memories from your mind. From what I understand, they have successfully targeted the area of your brain that holds bad memories and can now delete such memories in mice while still leaving other memories completely intact. Obviously this is still in … Continue reading erasing memories.